I have decided that I'm a lazy person. I spend every moment of my day trying to complete tasks so that I can lay around and do nothing. One of my greatest frustrations is a delay in completing tasks because it means a delay in being lazy.
I am even going to go as far as to say one of the reasons this blog is dying a slow, and rather lingering death is because I'm lazy. My whole body moans and demands that I do nothing, including blogging.
"Do Nothing, Do Nothing, Do Nothing," the little minions chant in my head. Only doing nothing lacks reward. I never ever get up from a day of nothing and think, "Ahhh that was a good day of nothing." Like everything in life there is a balance. A balance that I have yet to achieve. Every time I start to get close to that balance something, or someones knock that balance out from under me.
Leading back to a life where I'm running around trying desperately to finish enough tasks so that I can do nothing.
It is a vicious cycle and I'm stuck with no way out.
Well I probably shouldn't say no way out... I could change... decide that blogging is important to me... decide exercise, eating right, reading my scriptures, ect is good for me.. decide that doing nothing is overrated... find balance... ya know all that good stuff.
This is where I am right now trying to decide if I really am strong enough, and dedicated enough to jump out of the cycle of laziness.
I am even going to go as far as to say one of the reasons this blog is dying a slow, and rather lingering death is because I'm lazy. My whole body moans and demands that I do nothing, including blogging.
"Do Nothing, Do Nothing, Do Nothing," the little minions chant in my head. Only doing nothing lacks reward. I never ever get up from a day of nothing and think, "Ahhh that was a good day of nothing." Like everything in life there is a balance. A balance that I have yet to achieve. Every time I start to get close to that balance something, or someones knock that balance out from under me.
Leading back to a life where I'm running around trying desperately to finish enough tasks so that I can do nothing.
It is a vicious cycle and I'm stuck with no way out.
Well I probably shouldn't say no way out... I could change... decide that blogging is important to me... decide exercise, eating right, reading my scriptures, ect is good for me.. decide that doing nothing is overrated... find balance... ya know all that good stuff.
This is where I am right now trying to decide if I really am strong enough, and dedicated enough to jump out of the cycle of laziness.
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